to a problem that only God can solve…

A wave of pain washed over me. My head throbbed and I wanted something to rip apart with my hands. Yes – I thought – they should all learn! We’re all sinners! We all deserve to burn! Why shouldn’t humility overtake us like a tidal wave! Who cares what the consequences are!

I began to cry without knowing why. I wasn’t able to stop it. Why God – I cried in my heart – why can’t you fix this? Don’t you love her? Do you want to see her do this? I saw some connection, some ridiculously simple connection that hadn’t been made in her mind. It was futile – I thought – because I felt that the connection was different in everyone. But, if it was made, made by the only one who knew how – by the original designer – then everything would make sense. I laughed. The world making sense – how absurd it seems –